Without having the car to work on,
I woke up this morning a little lighter than yesterday. My mood became real “heavy” yesterday, especially towards the evening, thinking about “things”… in general-ish and mostly about the car. My time in South Africa running out and I missed the car in the backyard this morning when I opened the door to check out the weather. (after sleeping in and chatting to a friend online until 9am).
I spent most of the day fixing some computer stuff for mom and my sister. The hamster was consolidating thoughts in the back of my mind and dad was unloading the last couple of things from the ute and cleaning his garage. I managed to shake out and clean my paraglider and pack all my paragliding equipment… avoiding the “heaviness” again when I realised that I was packing.
Ugh, thinking about the last goodbye’s on Monday and in the coming week. I wish I had a time machine… but then what? How far will I travel back? What more will I do? What could I possibly say… and to whom?
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33.3636 – 19.3151
26 October 2024
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2 responses to “Just a normal day?”
Your emotions / mood are going to be up and down this last week ‘-(
Just try to inhale – exhale .. “-)
Just trying to live in the present moment. Emphasis on trying.