3. Whatever You Want –
“No you know, you know we must believe
I’ll fall apart
I feel like our ship’s going down tonight
But it’s always darkest before the light
And that’s enough for me to try”…
P!NK – Whatever You Want (Official Video).
4. What About Us – (one she performed yesterday)
“What about us?
What about all the times you said you had the answers?
What about us?
What about all the broken happy ever afters?
What about us?
What about all the plans that ended in disaster?
What about love, What about trust, What about us?”…
P!NK – What About Us (Official Video).
11. I Am Here – (one she performed yesterday, beautifully with so much emotion from the crowd)
“I open up my heart, you can love me or not
There’s no such thing as sin, let it all come right in
I wanna make some mistakes, I wanna sleep in the mud
I wanna swim in the flood, I wanna f*** ’til I’m done
I like whiskey on ice, I like sun in my eyes
I wanna burn it all down, so let’s start a fire
I wanna be lost, so lost that I’m found
Naked and laughing with my blood on the ground
I am here, I am here
I’ve already seen the bottom, so there’s nothing to fear
I know that I’ll be ready when the devil is near
I am here, I am here
All of this wrong, but I’m still right here
I don’t have the answers, but the questions is clear
Let me ask you, Where does everybody go when they go“…
So after writing all of this, I am shouting and crying out, I am still here, while choosing to have this breakdown, being totally overwhelmed with emotion, simply missing my better half, wishing I could have her back.
6 responses to “Beautiful Trauma.”
The heart break you speak of rings oh so true in my life to my friend 🥺when reality hits that THIS WAS THE LAST TIME TO EVER SEE OUR LOVED ONE hits so hard. From the day they leave us here on our own ” UNSUPERVISED ” it feels like a fog. I truly hope with all my heart that you will find your peace and breathe in some new life through your journey 💙
Thanks Marnie, thank you for the lind words. You know all too well.
Yes.. Music is my total world..
It will tell you more about me than what I ever will..
Ai Philip..
My hart..it breaks for you..
I hope you find some “piece” on your travels.
Sending Healing Hugz
Dankie Urvi.
Wow! Regardles of what we all might have been through individually, it’s very difficult to truly comprehend the myriad of emotions that you struggle with as the result of being dealt such a cruel blow.
One can’t help but wonder what Pink must have gone through to write the lyrics that she has, but know that while many of us might not be able to fully understand the turmoil that you continue to deal with, we are all here for you now and always will be.
I hope the next stage of the emotional, spiritual, and physical journey that you head out on tomorrow helps to bring you the peace that you deserve. You’ve had the darkness, so the light is coming with every step.
Btw; I fervently believe music in its many varied forms can be medicine for the soul.
Thank you Clint for your kind words. One day at a time.